I am sorry to hear that, you just need a little patience and things will be alright again, some more faith and work will start getting better, this is not the end but you can try other platforms as well.
In 2013 I lost my job and I used to make more than 98% of people in Jordan (where I live)
that means I had one of the highest paid salaries. I was like alright, this will be a new start I wasn’t really sad at all, I actually was very happy and I was like I shall take advantage of this and just start my own business.
I partnered with two people, and I started a business, and it took too much effort an effort of 6 months, working 13 hours a day, I spent too much money and nothing seemed going well, my two partners cheated on me, I lost an 8 years relationship and it was just a very bad year.
Lost a job, lost a business and lost the dearest person to my heart.
I gathered my pieces and stood up again, I had a friend who works in one of the most reputable and prestigious companies in the world in Dubai, he was like why don’t you come over. I was like sure I don’t mind.
I bought a ticket to go for an interview, and the day I was leaving to airport to fly we had a snow storm, I made it to airport despite of that there were no cars no humans no one on the streets. And almost had 10 accidents on our way to airport, anyways we made it to airport. Sadly the flight was cancelled, and I talked to a person in the airport and he said you can wait for the next trip.
I waited for the next trip, however there was no next trip at all. And I was like my only option now is to buy another ticket from another airline company.
I went and asked for a ticket and the guy who sells tickets told me that there is a flight and available seats in the next flight in 2 hours. I told him alright I am just going to withdraw some more money and come back to you to buy a ticket. He said alright please rush.
I went to withdraw money and came back to the guy, he said the trip is cancelled.
This time I knew this job is not meant to be for me things just happened, and I could see it clearly that it is just not for me.
I left the airport and I was kind of sad but I kept smiling and kept reminding myself that something better is going to happen.
Anyways this was the end of the story, however I am in a much better position now than ever before, I became more mature, stronger, and more confident, I learned a lot and I am still learning.
My journey is not over yet, I have 10 years of experience in the IT field, however my plan is to read the top 50 software engineering and programming books within 2 years. We always learn and you will keep learning until you pass away, never stop & never give up.
I know after two years I will be somewhere else. (Who knows) it all is about opportunities and finding your ways.
Beside the things I do, I am starting a business in China soon, and will just go a different road maybe, it’s not over. Keep trying and good luck.
All the best