So, as a few people on this forum know, I recently completed a 50 day fast. In truth, however, this came about as a complete accident. I originally intended to fast for Ramadan starting on the 6th of June. However, for the first couple of days, I missed my morning and evening eating opportunities and thought what the hell? Let’s just do a 30-day juice fast.
Of course, it was a bit more complex than that. I’ve had some digestion problems ever since being sick earlier this year and had actually been looking into fasting as a way to resolve these. In this case, I started with a 30-day juice fast but as the fast itself progressed, I noticed a few things happening to my body and mind which I felt I wanted to explore further. Moreover, I’m talking for the main part about what others might call psychic stuff.
Firstly, it’s important to note that a fast isn’t about starving yourself. My hunger actually completely dissipated after about 10 days. What I realized then, was that fasting is like activating an inbuilt bodily system which most of us aren’t ever aware of. - A little like thinking of your body as a PC and finally defragging the hard drive and realizing “hey, I wish I had done this earlier.”
In my case, for instance, my eyesight has improved, I healed a broken toe mid fast in just 5 days, my sleep patterns corrected themselves, and yes, I did completely cure my digestive problem.
However, a second part of fasting seems to affect people very spiritually. For example, I started having very vivid dreams between around 5 and 7am each morning during my fast, where I seemed to live a little of the day ahead prior to that day actually happening. I would dream for instance, of there being lots of bees in my apartment, only on waking to find real bees buzzing around my living room. On another occasion, I dreamed of walking my dog, as usual, the only difference being that I had a very distinctive metal prosthetic leg. Did I loose my real leg that day? No, but that same morning me and my dog did bump into a man with a prosthetic leg of the same appearance walking a dog just like mine.
To make thigs even more specific, one dream saw me having coffee at my usual cafe one morning with a woman and her downs syndrome daughter. Later that morning then, I did indeed end up having coffee with a woman and her down syndrome daughter. (And no, we had never met previously).
Now there were lots of other things. However, there was also a dark side. One evening, for example, I was working as usual on my computer, when as clear as day, I watched a shadow of a figure walk up and become silhouetted by my own shadow on the wall in front of me. Worse, this thing seemed malignantly evil, so evil that I tried convincing myself without turning around, that it was simply a trick of the light. - That was until my dog which had been sleeping on the sofa shot awake and started running around the apartment growling like he does when there is someone at the front door at an odd hour.
The only problem, in this case, was that whatever this thing was, it didn’t and I think still hasn’t gone away. I saw it a second time you see, one night in bed, I woke to find it silhouetted against the curtains of my bedroom as if outside on my back balcony. Moreover, once again, I attempted to reason that it couldn’t be real, until after half an hour of me convincing myself that it was a trick of the light, it walked suddenly from my window to where my back balcony door is and melted in with the remainder of the night.
Now, although I can’t really describe it, I know that my fasting attracted this thing. In fact, this is part of the reason I stopped. I wanted if you like, to become the man in the matrix movie, who wants to get plugged back into the matrix and be like all the other unaware people.
The only problem is that not only do I feel that my visitor hasn’t gone away, but that they or it seem to be intent on trying to scare me. My dog, for instance, is blind in one eye and rarely closes his bad eye when he is asleep, A few days ago then, I turned and saw him sleeping but staring at me through a snake-like/slit-like eye lens which had taken up residence where the usual dull white of his bad eye lens is. He then blinked (from the side) and the new eye was gone.
As for other issues. It or they (as I think there are at least two) seem to like to rummage around my lounge and kitchen overnight. As soon as the lights are off and me and Chico (my dog) are in bed, there they go sitting, walking and rummaging, to the point where my dog actually spends most of the night stood on the bed staring at the door as alert as if he’s…well, I don’t really know, to be honest.
This past week then, I have been leaving the bathroom light on in order to leave a shaft of light spilling into the hallway. The good news? This seems to stop everything. The bad news, however, is that between 3 and 5 some mornings, I am shocked awake somehow and realize that the light is off. This then sees me sprint to the bathroom trying not to look at the darkest of the surrounding shadows in order to put it back on.
So… Do I have a ghost problem? To be honest I don’t know. I do know a little about these things and know that the key should be to simply never acknowledge whatever it is. Moreover, this seems to be working to some degree. Everyday lately, the atmosphere has seemed to lift a little. Moreover, there are things such as smudging with sage which I can do at any time, which should get rid of my unwanted visitors. The only problem is that wouldn’t smudging actually be acknowledging them and possibly worsen the situation?
In short then, no, I’m not going to buy a gig from anyone on Fiverr to try and remedy this sitiation. However, I would like to know from those who feel like they have knowledge about these things, why a very positive psychic series of experiences ended up becoming so unpleasant?
I’d also like to know if anyone else has ever had similar experiences (fasting or not) and especially if they too have felt like they have attracted such an entity in some way.
Lastly, if you have had such an experience, how did you practically deal with it?
I look forward to any replies, Andy.